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i saw her tonight
wow i saw her tonight and you know waht the first part of the night GREAT alone time everything man it could not have been better then it got screwed up with someone hangin out with us but thne we talked alone again man i love that gurl so then we waited for her friends and she didnt think that it would happen you know the ditching thing until you know her and unexpectedness she found me wow i was so happy to be around her i wanted to be alone with her so i could talk to her again but her friends kind of made her distracted not letting her talk to me n all but then omg what do u know i pull her aside n we talk alone and then she tells me that she dont like talkin to me alone and here is when the night started going downhill stuck on that issue all fucken night long at mitp i was so worried about me giving her space to have any fun with her at all when she snuck out and came over but i dont know if she had fun but i really wish i wasnt stuck on that and then i tried to tell her but i guess she didnt get it so that kind of sucked i wanted to get that out of the way.... another obstacle to overcome so i guess i wish we could of actually had alot of alone time to talk to her but of course shyt gets in the way i swear im gonna go over her house surprise the shyt out of her and then just talk for hours i appreciate her more than you or anyone will ever know she is the best... your birthday i hope u have fun im gonna make it the best i can.... and i hope the other time im planning we have alone time because after i do what im gonna do then well have a nice long chat...anyways im drunk and high so i love you n ur the best i like talkin to u way more tahn anything right now i love you so much .... seriously well its hard to believe u can love someone from talkin but she is so awesomely beautiful too because for some reason when me n her were avoiding my friends i always happened to be lookin at the sidewalk but then i looked up at her n was shocked and always blushed to be around her because she is so beautiful i was just like wow and then id put my head down because i want that same feeling all the time which does itall the time... that wow feeling is the best and u make me do it so much dont ever leave me no matter how angry i am i hope we stay friends forever.
August 3 2005, 19:23:00 UTC 6 years ago
hey
thanx again chris..but boy u need to update!